baby I'm a star

11132024-13

— पांच हजार सात सौ चौदह —

Last night Shobhit and I finished the lentils and rice he made for dinner Tuesday. We ate while watching episode 6 of the FX on Huly show about the IRA, Say Nothing.

I took a roughly 90-minute break from TV after that, though, so I could finally finalize—and order—this year's calendars. I ordered a total of 16, from six different templates. There are nine copies of one template; three copies of another; and then one each of four more different templates.

Last year, I made a calendar specifically for Alexia. I didn't make one for her this year, but I did make one for another friend. So, this year and last year had the same number of calendars, and the total cost was within just a few cents of being identical. I did kind of forget quite how much it would be, though: like last year, I placed an order separately for the calendar I made for Uncle David & Mary Ann, as they are in Australia and thus the only one being shipped internationally. This is the one thing that makes up for Costco's outsourcing of calendar making to Shutterfly resulting in the largest calendar size being a bit smaller than I used to be able to make, though: I could not ship both to separate locations within a single order or with an option for international shipping when it was directly through Costco.

Anyway. Calendar + tax + international shipping, for the calendar to Uncle David and Mary Ann, totaled $57.24. This was identical to last year. The other 15 calendars, which I was able to put all in the same single order, came to a total of $392.04. This was 77 cents more than last year. The two combined, this year, thus came to $449.28. On average, then, that comes to $28.08 per calendar.

This is indeed a rather significant, annual expense that I have every Christmas. But, at least it's part of a decades-long system that covers the gift I give to 16 different people, and I don't have to worry about Christmas shopping otherwise, except for Shobhit, and even with him I don't have to worry about it much. The thing that gets me is how many hours of work I do on this—I couldn't even say how many; I should actually track it one of these years, but I started work on this probably at least two months ago—only to still have to spend well over four hundred dollars. Yay capitalism!

I'm just happy it's finally done. I had the orders placed last year on November 7. But, the calendars arrived with surprising swiftness. So, I know I have nothing to worry about not having gotten the orders placed this year until November 20. I'll still have the 12 calendars I'm having shipped directly to me in hand by the first week of December, probably. The other four calendars being shipped direct to other people are going to Uncle David and Mary Ann in Adelaide; Christopher and the boys in Wallace, Idaho; Nikki and TJ in Spokane; and Becca in Lake Stevens.

When I had all my orders placed, I went back out to the living room. We watched Monday's episode of What We Do In the Shadows, which was all right; I laughed a fair amount. Then we watched one more episode of Say Nothing before I went to bed.

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06122024-006

— पांच हजार सात सौ चौदह —

Big news yesterday: I was selected as one of the three Q3 "PCC Office Stars."

I've actually been aware of this as a kind of ongoing thing for a few months now. I can't remember exactly when it was, but earlier this year, maybe sometime over the summer, Gabby told me Marie in IT had told her she was thinking of nominating me. My response to that was little more than a (sincere!) "that's nice," but I didn't put much stock into it, really. Even though, from the start, Gabby was half-facetiously saying she was ready to "campaign" on my behalf. I was like: yeah I don't need you to do that.

I think this process was put on the backburner a bit, because Marie had a horrible family tragedy and was out of office for something like a month, maybe even more, as a result. But then, on Halloween morning—when I was out with the Office Relocation Project Team on the new office location site visit, actually—I received a Teams message from Jameson, our Customer Support Manager: Wondering if you have some time today or tomorrow to chat for about 15 minutes? he asked. Some exciting news to share.

Oh?

At first I responded: Okay, I'm intrigued, particularly as how this pertains to me personally?? At first I truly had no idea what this could be about. We established that we'd get on a Teams call later that afternoon, and in the meantime it finally occurred to me that it probably had to do with me being an "Office Star."

We got on the call, and that was confirmed. He emailed me a questionnaire to fill out, which I had filled out and sent back to him by the next morning, November 1. Of course I did; I love filling out questionnaires!

There's a few questions from it that I want to point out here, because as I expected after my verbose responses, Jameson had to cut for space.

This was my least favorite question:

9. What makes you the best version of yourself when you come to work?

To which I replied:

Maintaining a high level of self-worth is what makes me the best version of myself no matter where I am.

I was very proud of this response, and the subtext that there should never be any suggestion that our value is tied to what job we have. In the end, the question was omitted completely from the flyer Jameson put together with my answers. I would be tempted to say I'm disappointed this answer wasn't included, but honestly I think this is a question that doesn't quite work as intended, so omitting it completely is best.

Then there were these two questions, where I tied the answers together:

3. What is a food/product from PCC that you get often?

Smoked Mozzarella Pasta from the PCC Deli. I would dive into a pool of it if I could. Even though it used to be slightly better when the smoked mozzarella was cubed rather than shredded as it is now. (Deli is very aware of my position on this matter.)

10. What do you want to see in your future with PCC?

Smoked Mozzarella Pasta with cubed smoked mozzarella. I won’t let this go!

I very much amused myself with this, and was relatively pleased with the "callback" element. But, on the flyer, Jameson omitted the 10th question, and just added my "I won't let this go!" to the end of my answer to question #3. It doesn't work quite as well, but of course, nobody reading the flyer knows what's missing from it.

The other thing he edited down a little was in my list of the seven stores that we had open when I was hired in 2002. A couple more stores had parentheticals, and Jameson had to remove those parentheticals. It's not a huge deal.

Jameson messaged me images of the two pages of the flyer on Thursday last week. I felt a little bad because I had to be a bit "copy editor" and note that he had the exact same text at the beginning of the red sidebars on both pages. He thanked me for pointing it out and confirmed this was unintentional. He even updated and then re-sent the updated, first-page side bar.

I told Gabby about having filled out the Q&A during our 1:1 meeting last Friday. I was taken aback by how beside herself she was about this; she was so excited—she told me she hadn't realized I had been selected. Given that she's my manager, I completely assumed she knew. But, the only thing from before that, that I knew for certain, was that even though Gabby had told me very early on that managers are not supposed to be able to nominate direct reports, she somehow got into the fold with this one, and in some way managed a kind of joint-nominatio with Marie. I never got minute details about that, but I wonder if maybe Gabby gently nudged Marie about it after it felt like enough time had passed after her returnto the office from her bereavement leave.

Jameson told me last week that he'd have a printed version on my desk sometime this week. So, I assumed the announcement would be sent out sometime this week. It happened yesterday: at 12:27, Jameson sent out his quarterly email with the three "Office Stars" for the quarter. I suspect he does it this way due to difficulty procuring nominations on a monthly basis, so instead of there being one person for each month, we get three people selected per quarter.

The other two this quarter are Scott from IT, a really patient and kind guy who has been a large part of the system updates that people mentioned also in their appreciation comments for my nomination; and Rachel, a very cool woman who is the Community Food Systems Manager. All of our flyers have been printed and mounted to the south wall of the office, alongside previous quarter nominees.

I think the use of "nominees" but never "winners" gets confusing. I get the disinclination to use "winner," but if you only ever say "nominee," it makes it sound like you're still merely in the running. But, as the printed flyers indicate, all three of us are "Office Stars."

Side note: back when Tracy still worked here, she told me Steven, the HBC Merchandiser, had once considered nomimating me. But he apparently decided not to bother because of my history of making it clear how much I know already that people appreciate me. (People love me! Especially brokers! And at least some of the POS staff at stores.) The way I see it, I've really been an "office star" for a good twenty years already. But, I'm not going to complain about being officially recognized.

In fact I'll happy post to my socials about it. (You can view the flyer images themselves there.)

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11132024-16

[posted 12:31 pm]

Downtown Rebound

09302021-01

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Gabby is on a huge vacation right now, mostly in Greece, with her husband Nick and her mom. It's nearing a close; she's expected back to the office on Monday, but she's been on PTO all last week and this week. But, I had to text her today because of huge news we got at work today. The same thing happened when we got the news that we'd be closing the Downtown store, which I knew she'd want to know immediately so I texted her. I think maybe she's in Rome right now? She texted me a photo in the middle of our exchanges this morning.

Anyway I'll get right to it: we are re-opening Downtown! Sort of. It will re-open as our first-ever "small format store," so it will only take up 6,500 square feet of the total 17,500 it used to occupy.

The rest of the space will become our new Central Office location!

Only a couple of days ago we all, in the office, got an Outlook calendar invite to a meeting this morning at 10:00, which was titled "2025 Strategy Update." I don't think any of us really thought much of what that might infer. I certainly didn't.

I can tell you I had no expectations, going into that meeting, of getting news that momentous. Krish, the CEO, led the meeting, and he opened with the news about reopening Downtown as a small-format stores. My internal reaction was: Oh. Okay. Cool, that kind of makes sense. It was immediately couched as a way to help offset the fact that we are still beholded to the lease on that space, the rent for which was deemed actually cheaper than continuing to run a full-scale store and pay the rent. We closed that store because they could find no path to profitability there, and Krish said very early on in this meeting that this really hasn't changed. But, opening a smaller format scale with far lower operating costs could help offset the cost of being beholden to the lease.

Then came the twist: that we would be filling up the rest of that space, which is about half the size of our current office (which is mostly empty on most days because of the new-normal of people adopting the hybrid work model).

My jaw actually dropped a little. Once the minor shock began to subside, it gave me space to steadily realize how much I like this idea. For a multitude of reasons, it's kind of a win-win scenario.

There was a lot of questions, of course, and that was what most of the hour of that meeting was dedicated to, after maybe 15 minutes of information dump. I did ask the first question: How long has this been being explored as an option? Krish gave a very nice answer to this, and started by saying that when the closure announcement occurred (the store closed in January; the announcement was last fall, specifically November 1), a woman in the Deli actually came up to him and asked, "Why can't we just keep the Deli open?" Krish said this was really the germ of this idea, which then—and now I am paraphrasing—evolved over time and they explored what the options were.

I don't know how long it's been a finalized, done deal, but they did mention during the meeting that emails would be going out shortly and that they would be sending out media press releases today. And indeed, they never waste any time after finally informing staff of news like this: the All Store & Office Staff email announcement went out at 11:01—one minute after that meeting officially ended. By 11:40, there was a Member email sent out with the information, linking to a public web page with more detail.

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09272021-01

— पाँच हजार छह सौ चौहत्तर —

So. Let's go through the questions that I had, and what their answers were.

1. As already stated, my first question was how long this has been explored as an option, which in one way or another was basically since the store closed in January. Even though I didn't get any specifics as to when they started looking into this as a viable idea, I was still satisfied with the answer Krish provided.

2. I spoke up near the end of the hour, not to ask a question but to share a comment. I will do my best to share it here exactly how I said it: "This isn't a question so much as a comment. And I have no idea whether I was in the minority here, but I have never worked in any other physical space that I loved so much, so ever since there's been talk about moving, I've had some anxiousness about it, having no idea whether it would feel like some kind of massive downgrade. But I don't think I could have thought of a better move; I'm thrilled by this as an alternate idea."

This got a more notable reaction that I was even expecting, possibly more than anything anyone else said or asked. There was audible relief, I think largely because of how I began my statement; there were people actually saying "Aw!"; there was even a smattering of applause. Krish responded to this with even more detail, and expressed gratitude for what I said, as did Dana, the head of HR at the end of the meeting. There was a definitive shift in the room in this moment, even though others had already expressed excitement about this news. But I wanted to represent, at least myself if not others who felt the same way, the people who really love this office space, and what the prospect of this move means to them.

There actually are so many positive things about this. What Krish probably thinks of as the most positive is the one I am most inclined to downplay: that we need another space that "better reflects our values," a phrase Krish in particular repeats on a regular basis. This is in response to the number of office staff who resent how nice this office is, with its spectacular panoramic views of Elliott Bay and downtown, and its beautifully designed interior. This came up more than once even when Kate was CEO and spearheaded this move, and she always responded with how we got all the office furniture at a discount, and our lease was at a discounted rate. None of that changes the optics among store staff, who I am frankly inclined to dismiss as being crybabies about it—office and retail spaces are just different, period—but, if this move helps foster a more positive relationship between store and office staff, even I will concede that is a positive thing.

There is much more than that, however. It has been decades since the Central Office shared space with one of the stores, and now it will. This has the potential to have a fantastically symbiotic relationship: benefits for the store; benefits for office staff, both professionally (with staff in business spaces right next to each other) and personally (many office staff will be able to walk right next door for a lunch from the Deli).

And that brings me to . . .

3. I actually asked this question in a follow-up "Team Huddle" meeting Dave hosted, in the same conference room as the all-Office meeting (which itself was hybrid, several of us in-person and several of us on Teams). With the office space being cut in half—we were told the square footage will be 12,000; the figure I have for the current office is 26,000—most of the desks will become floating desks, used by whoever happens to be in the office that day. I asked about the few of us who currently come to the office five days a week: right now that's just Benny, who works in Deli, and me. Would we also have to use floating desks (and by implication potentially have a different location depending on the day), or would we still get a dedicated space?

Dave seemed fairly confident that those of us who work in-office every day will still get a fixed, dedicated space. Gabby has already told me she will advocate for this for me whenever we do move to a new office. So I'm feeling pretty okay about that right now.

4. In the "Team Huddle" meeting, I also asked: "I have a question that is kind of odd, totally unimportant, and a little self-involved." Erik, who was sitting in front of me, chuckled and said, "That was a lot." Sometimes I'm a lot, okay! (I didn't say that.) I continued, "I live only about a mile from that location. Does ayone else live closer?"

Beth piped in that she lives in 2nd and Wall. That's Belltown, technically the same neighborhood as this current office. "That might be closer," I said. I just mapped this, and Beth will be a 0.9-mile walk to Rainier Square Tower. And I will be . . . a 1.2-mile walk. Beth wins! Goddammit. I wanted to win!

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I have other, personal reasons for loving this move. If I could be the one to choose, and none of the other needs and economic or social pressures were a factor, I think I would still opt to stay right here. But there's a ton that will be convenient for me about this, not least of which is shaving more than a mile off my commute. It's going to make walking, cycling, or even taking public transit easier. I may even take Light Rail, as Capitol Hill Station is only half a mile from home and Univeristy Street Station—excuse me, the newly renamed Symphony Station—is all of a block and a half from there. I'll need to look further into this, but that may actually be the most officient transit option, even including busses (although to be fair the bus stop on Pine is only about three blocks away, not the hugest difference).

There's also the fact that . . . I fucking love Rainier Square Tower! I would die to work in a high-floor skyscraper office, but even being on the ground floor, I'll be working in a fucking skyscraper, something I never, ever thought would be possible working for PCC. I'll have to see if I can work any angles to get access to any higher-floor views, but we'll see. That aside, that whole block is occupied by both Rainier Square Tower (Seattle's second-tallest building since topping out in 2019: it's 58 floors and 850 ft tall) and Rainier Tower (the famous building designed by World Trade Center architect Minoru Yamasaki, with its sloped-in pedestal), and in between them, on the third level above the street but accessed through the lobbies, is the wonderful public space that is the Rainier Square Terrace.

Laney and I have already done a couple of our day-drinking, park "Happy Hours" there, and are sure to do more in the future. I'll probably be spending a lot more time there now! Shortly after I post this, I'm going to email Merchandising with some of these tidbits, including the fact that there is a pedestrial tunnel, specifically called the Skinner Hall Concourse, which allows for movement from Rainier Square to Union Square two blocks to the east without ever going outside; and via that route you can also get to the Convention Center one block further east without ever having to use the street.

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There's probably a lot more I could say about this. Particularly about how many city officals already know about and are thrilled about this, especially given how many people have cited the closure of the Downtown PCC as emblematic as the "death" of Downtown. Krish even said the Mayor texted him this morning. But anyway I need to post this and try to get some actual work done.

Krish did come by just a minute ago while I was writing this post. "Thank you for what you said," he said. "I think it went to the heart of what a lot of us were feeling." I was tempted to ask him to be more specific, but I decided not to, and just thanked him.

"I hope you liked the cupcake."

I had, indeed, returned from the "Team Huddle" meeting to find a mini cupcake on my desk. It was ideed plenty tasty. "Oh, that was from you?" I asked. Krish chuckled as he walked away.

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12282021-01

[posted 1:11 pm]